Things are not as bad the next day

[texaswhiterose]

Given a little time things will always look better the next day. I have been in the hospital since Tuesday (it is now Friday) and I was just told I will be here several more days to wait on reports to come in. I wasn't able to breathe when I came in. I had a Bronchoscapy yesterday and I coughed up blood all night while still not able to breathe. My husband who usually stays with me when I am here has only been here a total of maybe 30 minutes. No other family has been in. I was feeling so very alone and despondent last night. Just ready to give it all up. In other words I was feeling sorry for myself. I am feeling very unloved and uncared about. But when I woke up this morning I have a lightness in my mood and attitude. I realize I am never alone. God is always with me and I can always talk to him. I still miss my husband but I know he still loves me.

[lbeery]

Wow, and things always look better when someone else is facing something much harder than what you have to deal with.  I hope you are getting good results back from the tests and that the docs can fix you up.  We'll say a prayer for you around here TexasWhiteRose.

[tuyetmai]

Given a little time things will always look better the next day. I have been in the hospital since Tuesday (it is now Friday) and I was just told I will be here several more days to wait on reports to come in. I wasn't able to breathe when I came in. I had a Bronchoscapy yesterday and I coughed up blood all night while still not able to breathe. My husband who usually stays with me when I am here has only been here a total of maybe 30 minutes. No other family has been in. I was feeling so very alone and despondent last night. Just ready to give it all up. In other words I was feeling sorry for myself. I am feeling very unloved and uncared about. But when I woke up this morning I have a lightness in my mood and attitude. I realize I am never alone. God is always with me and I can always talk to him. I still miss my husband but I know he still loves me.

sorry to hear your story.  You know that God always there with you is a positive side.  Hope God will cure you from the believe you have from him.  I'll keep you in prayer too.