Annella, if you're going to say something, then say it. Stand by your words. If that means taking 5 minutes before posting something to think it over, then do it. This posting and deleting is childish.
And, yes, I know you deleted me. You deleted your entire profile. Speak in truths. You may not have considered me more than an acquaintance; yet, how many acquaintances do you invite to stay at your house? You also mentioned once you wanted to meet me just so you could hug my little girl. If that is something you say to all your acquaintances, I find it quite creepy.
Again, you disappoint me.