Just because you believed in God at one time doesn't mean anything.
It sure does! You seem to have a TON of false stereotypes stored upstairs about atheists, Sherna. I
sincerely believed in the Christian god; I'll scan images of the church sermons I made a book of sometime to prove it. I know what you are talking about by "mushy" believers who only say they believe in a god when asked, but then live their lives very secularly.
I wasn't one of those. I was involved in several church groups, went to revivals, had a MySpace and book started about Jesus, and even wrote on dollar bills directing people to a site about hell.
It's pretty insulting for current Christians to claim that anyone who has ever left the fold wasn't a True Christian (TM) to begin with.
How do you know??You meticulously researched every bit of information you could get your hands on so to justify a belief so that you would no longer be held accountable to a God you never bothered to understand. (And I say this based on the fact that you claimed you never read books or tried to prove anything about God when you were a christian).
Another false stereotype. I tried to prove god wrong so I wouldn't have to be "accountable"? NO. I simply desired to know if my beliefs were really real. They turned out not to be. As for reading Christian books and whatnot, as I mentioned before, I did read SOME, and was a regular attender of Bible studies and the like. I was on the freaking PRAISE DANCE TEAM where our group would dance to a song before the congregation during church!!
you don't WANT to believe in God.
False stereotype #3. It's not that I don't "want" to, it's that I am unable to. I have this weird mind virus that cannot substitute man-made fiction for truth.
You don't read information looking for anything that logically explains scripture
Why didn't god make the Bible so that it is accessible and easily understood by EVERYONE? Seems to be that the
Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth are not so basic...why should god's word have to be "explained" or "justified"? Shouldn't the word of god be clear as crystal? This muddled, problem-ridden ancient text scribed by fallible men is the best the all-mighty creator of the universe could do?? Why did he choose to communicate with us via a book, anyway? Surely something like "Copyright 1964, God" at the end of someone's DNA code would have been better?
You claim godandscience is slimy....how so? What information do you have that reasonably contradicts the information?
Because even when I've read it I've had to admit, "Hey, this is really slick! This would have convinced ME as a believer!" Anytime you've quoted that site, I've addressed the fault in their claims.
I would be most happy to let go of a faith that is so demanding. God expects a lot from me and my sinful desires cause me discomfort in denying my sinful nature. Denying my sinful nature is what God expects. So would I like to not have to be morally accountable to a God that is perfect? ABSOLUTELY. But, I know better than that. I am not unhappy believing in God but it would certainly make things easier if God didn't really exist, wouldn't it? I could set my own moral standard and have no one to answer to.
I hope you can at least
realize the possibility that you may be mistaken about there actually being a god; that perhaps you, too, are just a casualty that got sucked into the head games that are required to believe in such things. Once again, it makes me very sad that your religion tells you that you are a dirty, bad person simply for being born, and it makes me very
angry that they've convinced you that an "all-loving" god will punish and torture you forever in a fiery furnace if you don't worship him. You're only guaranteed one life, and this kind of superstitious dogma is what you're spending it on!
And hello, you'd still be morally accountable just the same without god. The cops will still get you if you break the law, your spouse will still dump you if you abuse them, your friend will stop being your friend if you burn them too badly. You'd still have society to "answer to", and if you chose to become a detriment to it, we'll gladly remove you from it (via prison). ["You" is in general, not specifically
you, Sherna
]
As for things being "easier" that god doesn't exist, umm...yes and no. Yes in that you'll realize you've been living life without god all along and have survived thus far; yes in that you'll strive to live your only life to the fullest rather than sacrificing parts of it for an afterlife that will never come; yes in that you'll no longer have to fear the awful invention called hell...no in that most of the world has not caught up mentally yet, making us live in the 21st century with Bronze Age ideas; no in that when you feel completely alone, you really are; no in that now you actually have to work HARD to get the things you want in life, you can't count on them just magically falling into your lap through prayer.