I know I did the right thing but it was the hardest thing I ever had to do in my whole career. How I feel and what I feel are two different things right now. I am numb, I am mortified, I am dumbfounded but knowing I had the duty of reporting her was truly the best thing or I could have lost my job as well. UPDATE: She was TERMINATED! I feel sick about it but it's something we cannot tolerate once you take an oath as a judiciary employee.