If you mean what your thinking about or see when you die, for me, I see
it like this.
If you die of natural causes, your thoughts race and your mind becomes noisy. You may begin to babble about things you have done before in the past, all the time still remaining in the now and the reality that your body is failing you, because its reached its limit. Your heart has beat the maximum capacity for your lifetime. The muscles of your heart aren't pumping at that rhythm that you used to hear when you were younger. Your brain tries to compensate for the problems, but to no avail. Your frontal Cortex is failing you, you can't comprehend things like you used to, but then again, should you have to anymore?
Electric impulses in your brain throw out sporatic signals to all of your major organs. This would have been a fail-safe in your healthier days, but now it just doesn't happen fast enough. Some of those signals from your brain are recieved as pain,( a pre cursor to what organs are, or have been failing inside), and some messages miss their vital mark all together. The cells in your body are weak, and are no longer equipt to recieve these signals, or to regenerate damaged tissue that would keep you alive. Your immune system is virtually non exsistent, and no longer has the power to keep bacteria and viruses at bay. All of the systems that govern your well being and health are essentially, worn out.
Your anxiety heightens in anticipation as your sight fades in and out.
Sort of a mix of noise and voices and senses-between what's going on
around you, what's being said, and your own thoughts in your head-the
agony of your pain or sickness, regret, sorrow, anticipation of your own
demise, ect. You might start reaching for people that aren't there, or grabbing your loved ones. Then your awareness becomes distorted, and you feel like
your whole body is losing circulation, that tingling feeling you get when
your leg falls asleep and then the blood rushes back in and your
breathing begins to slow- but its not a bad thing.The sounds of the physical
world fade away slowly, and you begin to forget exactly what or were you are as you toon in to your own little space. Your Thoughts may end up taking you back
to a place where you were most happy in your past life, like when you
were a kid or something, or thee first house you ever lived in, your first dog that you loved so much, your greatest life-changing accomplishments' moments. Of course, its not the same for everyone, so use your imagination.
Once you arive in this space, as your body begins to give out, no one looks familiar anymore.You slowly begin to hear this sound, soft at first, then slowly growing louder,and louder, sort of like an old television tuned into a non-broadcasting station.You know,that white noise sound you hear? Just like that, only peacefull and comforting. Everything slowly begins to fade to black, your eyes are fixed in one direction,and your breath begins to give out............in......................out........... .............................out....................................in.........................................out, and you're dead. Your bladder and bowels will probably release, and you begin the stages of riggor.
Nothing to fear anymore. Nothing to doubt...........
The doctor comes in, and pronounces you dead at such and such a time, and your family mourns you, You go to the coroner, you have an autopsy(organs are weighed, examined and recorded to see if they weref healthy, or if you could have died from something else, a disease ect)-if necessary or if you wanted it. Then you are released to the funeral home, where your body is prepared for burial or cremation.
You have a funeral, or whatever kind of ceremony you wanted(if your family doesnt fight over everything!) You will either go to ground, get creamated, get scattered in the ocean or shot into space or whatever your family members or what you decided to do with your remains. If you are in the ground, moisture, bacteria, fungi, and other organisms begin to break you down to your bones slowly, to be recycled back into the dirt for further use and nourishment to other creatures. In other words-Worm Food!!!!! Do not mistake going to ground for anything biblical, its just
nature breaking down what no longer has life! We are dying everyday,you
know!!!!
Hey..... you asked!!!!