No. I come from a deeply religious family that I believe each day is a blessing from the L-rd. Life is stressful, but I believe there is no task given to us we have not the strength to handle. Anyway, my life is pale compared to my childhood friend who has stage four cancer which spread through her brain and along her spine. John Hopkins Medical basically told her she needs to get her things in order because she is going to die. How could I want something like that for myself when she is basically fighting each day to live? I think for anyone that gets so depressed they want to die needs to find something like that. It puts things into greater perspective.