Does anybody have difficulties with their depression?

[bshee58]

I think that depression stems from having things depressed from issues years of abuse or money problems, all of these things can and does give a person of a state of depression, my thing is don't wait until things get so bad that it grows and grows and you aren't yourself, the way you used to be, holding things inside and not talking to someone leads to suicide, going out and hurting others because you aren't able to get the help you need, there are people out there can give you the help you need, just don't be so proud that you can't ask for help.God will never leave you nor forsake you, ask and it shall be given, seek and it shall be found. Put your faith and trust in him and he will give you the desires of your heart.

[nannycoe1]

Depression sucks, I can manage mine with meds but sometimes I have bad days

[Momof3boys17]

Yes, depression is a constant battle that I deal with every single day. I'm on meds to so I think that maybe helps. I wonder sometimes though if I will ever be normal.

[Azanne07]

I have a constant depression that never goes away and was told that medication probably isn't going to help because the meds are designed for the "episodes" of depression by my psychologist. so I just keep pushing through hoping there is something better at the end of the tunnel.

[ajamimajida]

I have a serious case of depression.  I lost one daughter at age 5 by drowning in her dad's backyard pool.  We shared custody.  This was 26 years ago.  Than on May 6th of this year I lost my daughter to suicide.  She was in jail on stupid charges and she got tired of waiting to get out and decided to hang herself.  When I went to ID her body, The first thing I noticed is she had no teeth.  She was locked up 37 days.  She did not have a single tooth missing not even her wisdom teeth.  She was under suicide watch and they were to check on her every 15 minutes.  She was hanging 2 hours before being found.  They refused to give us her suicide note.  We finally got a judge to order them to turn over the suicide note.  It has been tough and I have not read the note.  I do not know when and if I will ever read it.  I spoke to her every night while she was in jail and she never once gave a sign that she wanted to die.  But did call her husband a few hours before hanging herself and told him that she is doing it.  He called the jail and told them of her plans and they did not nothing about it.  She was only 28 years old and had her life ahead of her.  I am angry, sad, depressed.  I have lost 30 pounds since may.  No food interests me and most times I do not drink even water.  I spend days where I am up 24 to 30 hours straight.  And when I do sleep I only sleep 2 or 3 hours.  I have finally decided I cannot do this on my own and need help bad.  I have on 3 different occasions went to jump off a bridge and someone has stopped me.  I am worried that next time I might just jump even if there is someone there to stop me.  I am on meds and they are not helping.  The only thing I want in my life is my baby back.

Please if you feel suicidal or if you know someone that is suicidal, get some help.  Do not let it go too far.  Do not let your family go through what I and others that lost loved ones to suicide.  There is nothing that cannot be fixed.  Suicide is the chicken way out.  Work through your problems.  Talk to someone whether it is a friend, family, husband, wife or a complete stranger.  Trust me when I say they will be there for you and help you.  I hope I never see anyone that I know on here that they committed suicide.  God Bless Everyone of you!  Remember you are all special and you are loved.

[patti4me]

I've struggled with depression off and on most of my life.  It seems to run in our family as my mom, a sister and all 3 brothers have had issues with depression.  I'm on med. now but its not working real well. 

[darkxtsuna]

I try to forget as much as I can while doing things to keep me occupied from thinking of sorts.

[stretch1967]

Yes I am still struggling with it. I have other issues that add to it though. Feel free to contact me if you need to talk.

[ancmetro]

    Do not feel sorry for yourself! Find out what is causing your depression.
    If life gives you lemons...make lemonade! Nothing in life is easy.
    Do the things you like. Keep busy. Find ways to relax.
    Then you will feel better. How is your health? Health problems?
    Find cures that really work for you. All of these options work well
    for most people.

[mrisha]

I may have mild case of depression sometimes, but not something I can't handle.

[debidoo]

Yes my depression is an issue right now and periodically through life but life is too short to spend it being down.  I'm not saying I'm always successful but I'm going to fight it best I can.  After this hurricane stuff is passed I am thinking about going to counseling.  Well I hope and pray any of you with this difficulties that it will be passed and your life filled with peace and happiness.

[bigfoot951]

i believe we are all in control of our minds.  The first thing is to understand that fact.  You want a better life?  Improve yourself first and the life will follow.  And has anyone noticed the side effects of depression medication?  Suicidal tendencies.  Hmmm, take a hint.

[Mizzkizz7]

I've been dealing with depression since I was 16yrs old. I have been to a therapist and now as an adult I am seeing a therapist. I am on meds but it seems not to work like it used to. This depression runs in my family, that and extreme anxiety. So, anyone who is suffering with this, I hope to God that you get well because life isn't guaranteed to no one. Trying to be happy in this life is hard but not impossible. 

[camellia0]

I try to stay positive and busy. When I get frustrated, I will talk to someone. It's always good for me to talk to someone that I don't know. Just stay positive.

[w3s]

Yep. I mostly just feel empty and numb