I feel like I'm 'missing out' because it's something I never really wanted in the first place. If it had been, I would have re-arranged my life to make it happen. I wish people knew that about themselves before just deciding to reproduce just because society says you have to. It's like people go to school, get good jobs, get married (well not really anymore) get a house, and whether they want to or not follow the next logical step and have kids. There is too much pressure on women to have kids, I am not just a reproduction machine to further the human race. I think that having a child is the most selfless thing you can do and I have a lot of respect for that, but it should be something you want to do not something you feel like you HAVE to do just because everyone else does or because your parents want grandkids. That's not your obligation since you did not ask to be born you owe no favors.
Besides, I think I know what I'm 'missing out' on. I had a friend who was going through a divorce and asked me if she could live with me until she got things sorted out. This was no problem for me but I did ask her what she intended to do with her kids and she said they would be living with their dad. Great. So a few months goes by and HE decided that she should take them every other weekend (this was not court ordered they 'mutually' agreed) which means that they will be at my house from Friday night until Sunday evening. This is something I hoped we would avoid but I wasn't suprised. Also I wanted to help my friend out so I let them stay. Eventually it turned into Mondays, Wednesdays and every other weekend. Ugh!!! This was not what I signed up for. For the most part they were good kids but I felt myself being exhausted by their constand demands. Mom watch this!!! Mom help me with this!!! Mom where is my...!!! Mom I need to go to the bathroom!!! This only from the one that could talk! Not to mention she had a 1 year old who constantly cried when she wasn't being fed something and then when you gave her something she crumbled it into my carpet or wiped it on my sofa. Even the noise was too much!! I don't think I could take on the 24hr job of being a mom and the constand whining, crying and neediness.