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[lparker5]

I feel so lost these days, with so much to accomplish in such little time I just don't know where to begin.  If it's not one thing it's totally another.  I dropped my I phone and broke the screen after having it replaced this past Friday so now I have to buy a screen.  The bright side of that being is that since I dropped the phone it charges because the apple store sold me a bad phone so looks to be I fixed one problem but have a cracked screen now.  Oh well I don't care any more.  The kids have all week off and are being terribly bad for some reason I am not sure what I did to deserve this but wow.  Maybe it's the fact they have been getting up at 5 am which bothers me cause I can't sleep.  It makes no sense why they wake up early on their days off but don't wanna get out of bed for school days....  Most of my days I just want to crawl into a deep hole and never come out...

[handllucas]

It sounds like you have a LOT going on. You really should find some time just for you.
It is probably pretty hard to get but you will function so much better in other areas if you are rested and focused.

[oldbuddy]

Just be patient, I had the same stuff for years but now it all went away. You just need to get older and your whole life changes, but then other problems replace the ones you grew out of.

[raven1114]

((Hug)) nit sounds like your having a rough day, hope it gets better soon .

[vp44]

I feel so lost these days, with so much to accomplish in such little time I just don't know where to begin.  If it's not one thing it's totally another.  I dropped my I phone and broke the screen after having it replaced this past Friday so now I have to buy a screen.  The bright side of that being is that since I dropped the phone it charges because the apple store sold me a bad phone so looks to be I fixed one problem but have a cracked screen now.  Oh well I don't care any more.  The kids have all week off and are being terribly bad for some reason I am not sure what I did to deserve this but wow.  Maybe it's the fact they have been getting up at 5 am which bothers me cause I can't sleep.  It makes no sense why they wake up early on their days off but don't wanna get out of bed for school days....  Most of my days I just want to crawl into a deep hole and never come out...

Seem's like your going through some stressed times. When all seem to fail and you thinking it does.  Please do not think this way and always think there is brighter day. I have my days also with family telling me to do this with my son and not do that. Plus when you think Oh wow how can this day get even worse, trust me I have had them days. Day's when I'm home schooling and my son want to have a bad day also. Not a simple break from the kid's can really bring depression upon a person. Plus days I'm still morning my Father's death (RIP June 30 2011) and cry for just even a thought of a good time I had with him. I just think to myself that I am strong and i can overcome this. Think to yourself that you can do it and be strong. Yes it is hard and no it wont be easy. Take day by day and try to overcome it. I am still not sleeping myself. Your not alone in our feeling. I hope that one day it wont always be this way for you and other's like you, myself included.

[Laurieandjohn]

I know excatly how you feel  I sent you a   friend request please accept I would like to visit with you a bit

[jsmith96]

Golly-Gee-Whiz...Sounds like ya need a (((Hug)))

 Things will get better...You'll See.

[lparker5]

Thanks guys I sure hope things get better, doesn't look like it though.  All I can do is hope for the best as they always say the best has yet to come..

[champak97]

You must have been under a lot of stress to feel that way. Hope you feel better now. 

[inertia4]

These things do happen. It always seems to be that way. I have had days like that and times like that. But one day you will look back at all those days and actually wish you could relive them. Don't feel so off. Just try and chill and relax a bit.

[kingozzy]

It does sound like you have a lot on your plate, and when it rains it pours.  But it also sounds like there isnt much disapline with the kids if they are running the show

[lparker5]

It's a long story but I will make it short.  My kids used to be the best as I have always been told they were good in school, good with the sitter very polite and would always listen to me.  I got involved with this guy six years ago going on 7 years now, anyway the story falls with his daughter who disrespects me and never listens always talking bad and back to me so I treated her the way she did me but when her dad sees what she does he doesn't do anything to her and I get yelled at and called bad names all the time and then it's my fault because she has a mouth on her or she slams the doors open and kicks the walls and what ever she feels like doing she does it.  He tells me I am the one to blame for her actions but how can that be when he doesn't discipline her for being rude to adults, but will yell at my four kids when they do something wrong and then again blame it on me.   I always say monkey see monkey do and the younger kids which are mine are doing the same she does to me and the same he does to me so how can I get respect or happiness from this situation and their is no changing the way she or he is to me, It can start by walking away but again the money falls into a problem to be able to leave.   These days you can't spank you kids and this is the major problem in the world today is the kids are taught that in school and when I do punish her she stares at me like oh why me only me not your kids and the fight begins again.  So I just walk away what choice do I really have or I ignore her and then the fight is on..So on top of that I have the house work, the baby to care for, the grocery shopping, school work and dinner and much much more to worry about I surely don't need anything else on my plate right now it's just to much for me.  I know to a lot of you it doesn't sound like much but it really is and until other people walk in my shoes for a week they have no clue how much is on put on me.  I just don't know how to fix any of it. 

[blondie71]

Don't get all worked up we all have those days Just take a deep breath and relax have a cup of tea.  Believe me I know how you feel, been there and done that.