i don't want to cry no more

[aggie49]

i am so tired of crying today was the hardest day of my life i thought when we buried my dad and my brother it was hard but with it being my mom today it was the worst i want to thank all you great folks who have been here for me on fc you are all wonderful.  well i am going to get off here now and go be with my sisters and try to keep the peace i will talk to you all tommorrow again thanks for your support

[MichelleHW101]

I know where you are emotionally.  I've been there and I agree that I don't want to cry anymore either but I still do after loosing one grandfather then a grandmother.  I don't think one ever stops crying when they have been emotionally scarred like we have.  I just learned to accept that some days I will be better than others. 

[chickenmomma8]

I am so sorry for your losses. You are in tough emotional times for sure. I have lost many family members as well and it seems like you find yourself crying at the drop of a hat. But I can tell you it will get better as time goes on. I try to remind myself they are in a better place and those that were in pain no longer are. I try to remember the good times, you know the ones that made you laugh and it helps to keep them close to my heart. I hope things will get better for you and your family and that you can move forward, even though right now it may seem like the last thing you want to do.

[samiole32]

I really know exactly what you feel when I lost my father it was horrible and thank God my mom still alive and when I think about I might lose her I feel like I can't breath and start to cry then I Thank God that she is still there for me,
I miss my father a lot, I really loved him although I never told him how much I love him maybe I didn't even imagine how much I love him until I lost him.
God be with you and cry as much as you can It really helps.

[noirlupe]

I understand.  When I lost my brother I was devestated, when my Dad died it was a shock he was never sick.  But 2 years ago after a battle of 9 years with cancer when my Mom died I was lost, devastated and scared.  I felt lost because, she was the one that flew from Colorado to California to take me out of the hospital when I was 3 days old.  She wanted me, she gave me a future that helped me not enter the system like my siblings.  I was grateful to her and not a day doesnt go by that I dont miss her so much,  but the pain is less because she is not in pain anymore and she is not suffering.  What I am trying to tell you is your Mom will always be in your heart and you will get through this, it will take time but the pain of this day will lessen and you will find a kind of peace with the situation.  Moms are harder to lose because of the bond you develope when you are young.